so i've been gone a while.

i don't know whether i'll update deviantart again or not. i don't get any constructive commentary and there's just so much goddamn shitty art here. good artists on deviantart are few and far between.

there are, however, my friends on here who make awesome incredible inspiring art. i will try to keep up with you guys' work.

i am also really REALLY fucking sick of seeing my work stolen. mine's barely any good it shouldn't be stolen anyway. but it is. and it's because its on shitty deviantart.

flickrs got its problems as well...but my works way less likely to be stolen with flickrs settings. and honestly, theres way less fucking anime and way more awesomeness to look at.

so maybe goodbye shittyanime infested deviantart. the good years were good and i appreciate you. but enough of all this shitty art. it just makes me sad to see.

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i got a livejournal again.
mostly because i really really hate the groups on myspace.

i'll post photos and stuff i'm sure.

so if yr interested add me [[link]

also let me know if you have a livejournal you post photos or whatever on because i'm definitely interested.



in other news sorry i haven't been uploading a lot recently.
i'm losing some of my love for dA i guess.
AND ALSO MY FUCKING LENS IS FUCKING GONE FUCKING.

so fuck that shit.

you know when you're just falling asleep
or maybe you were already asleep
and some idea comes into your head that you just MUST ABSOLUTELY REMEMBER.

well this happens to me a lot.
i try when i can to keep sharpies by my bed or even just pens
because i normally write these things i need to remember on my thigh and sometimes on my arm or something.

today i woke up and scribbled on a piece of paper i had written in the night is

"CRUCIFY BABY, WHY'D YOU FALL ASLEEP IN THAT DRESS?"





i don't know what it means either.

sort of unstyled mohawk with tufts over the ears.
it doesn't look butch and it actually doensn't look all PUnK RaWK at all.

i don't have pictures yet but i will soon.

thatisall.

"i maintain that chaos is the future and beyond it is freedom
confusion is next and next after that is the truth"




i think that being crazy is the only sane way to live.
i really mean that.
please let yourself go.
make your life something more.